Tuesday, October 31, 2006
monday blues?? dunno.. woke up in da early morning to know i had caught a cold.. n the fever is on the way.. so anw.. we had an hour's tut.. before 5 hours of break.. how nice right.. we're suppose to have 2 hours of lect in between tt.. so it wont be so bad la.. den da lect kena cancell.. n so we're left with 4 hours break.. than sangeeta suggested we all go shopping.. ahahahz... n so we did!!! LOL!!! shidah.. andy.. zaki.. sangeeta.. seri.. kim and me.. all headed to junction 8 to shop.. we took 13 down.. why not thr MRT?? cuz i insist as i'm on the bus concession.. LOL!!! ohh well.. so they strted to complain saying why is da bus soo late n the blame all landed up to me la.. tsk tsk tsk.. LOL!! its ok its ok.. LOL... so we head down to junction 8 with an intension to slack arnd.. nfor me to get this gorgeous bag tt yvonne had.. and for sangeeta to get her esprit bag.. n tts like da only stuff on the list la.. bt upon reaching there... sangeeta bought anotha esprit bag... i bought tt gorgeous bag yvonne had...(bt im nt bringing it to sch) hahahz.. n i bought the esprit bag tt sangeeta bought bt in a blue version.. and than kimmi ought a gold shoe.. hahahz.. and da rich minah bought 70 plus bucks worth of make up product frm body shop.. n i tink its a well worth stuff man.. seriously.. hahahahz... cuz it comes with $10 free voucher.. and a free trisl super loong mascara thingie... ahahhaha.. so anw they all bought milk shake at da macs there n i manage to convince them to taking bus back to nyp agn.. LOL!!! hahaha.. maddness right.. well i did... so we waited n waited n da bus nvr came.. till all their drinks are gone n finally frm da super packed bus stop to not to pack.. then da bus arrive.. n tt is when i was just sat down at the seats available.. haiiss... so anw.. in da bus shidah was luffing like crazie watching just for laughs.. bt me n andy were laughin like siaos just by watching her laugh sia.. siao!!! hahahaz... then when we finally reached sch.. me n seri head for prayers.. before going to da com lab n do some VOD.. n then chionging with the sewing of stiches 5 mins before lab strt.. bleahs...
when i was paying for my bag at esprit.. ttsh lady called to inform me tt my application for the sponsorship has been approved.. blardy hells right.. after all those shitty attitudes they make me go through.. then they wanna accept me.. their mother's arse la... stupid shit... LOL...will i accept it.. haven decided yet.. most likely yes la.. sangeeta has insist ttsh is a betta place to be at instead of sgh... ohh well her words are always right... n besides i'll be geting money every month frm now on.. and on top of tt i'll have a 3 whole year guarenteed job, afta graduation...n not frgtting i dun nd to go for any further interviews.. -YAYNESS- so yeah we'll just wait n see wads mama's n papa's decision la arhhz... till than goodnights...
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today was bro's bday.. both me n mom totally ognore him n pretend we didnt realise wad today's date was la.. pretty mean.. bt.. LOL!!! so for half of the day the whole family ignored his birthday.. then i went to pw to meet mom.. n we go collect the cake.. and bought his present.. and then we go n get immy a set of play dough.. ( which was destroyed by the end of today..sadly.. hahaha) n then we went home.. actually i had more fun on bro's bday as compared to how much fun i had during mine.. sighness.. so anw.. upon reaching home.. we had a mini party thingie.. and then i had this urge to dirty my plate with all da creams.. so i made a chocolate background.. and uses da white cream to write my name.. ahhahaz.. n i even took a pict of it... which mom took notice of n commented she didnt know she haf sucha crazie daughter like me.. wahahahhaz... so anw.. after tt i decided to go n disturb bro n spread the cakes cream on his face.. LOL.. n then he took a whole slice of a cake n threaten to smash it on my face.. tsk.. bt in da end mom scolded him for wasting food!!.. LOL!!! so he used the creams n spread it on my hair!!! grrr!!! cuz he cant get to my face he did it on my hairr!!!! such an arse rightss.. LOL!! so yeah.. then sharon n eunice n desiree came over for a supposedly raya visitn to my house la.. so we played with imy's play dough.. n had pizza agn.. so this is like da 3rd continuous days tt im eating pizza la.. LOL!!ohh n we played with immy n chatted n watch american haunting.. which was overall a nice show la arhhz.. then we head dwn to ecp to meet viceroy.. n we slack there n finally when off hme.. des gave me a tight hug.. ahhaha.. man i miss her.. its seriously been ages since i met her.. ohh.. n sha brought back my uniform for me!!! ahahhaha.. man!! thanks sooo much de.. n yeahh.. da uniform is darn dusty!!!! hahahhaz.. bt anw other than tt everything else is intact... n im waiting for the upcoming outing!!! hehhz.. cny probably??!! ahahaha...wadever it is it must be afta O's so tt we wont deprive cia frm da fun we had..
eunice chill alrite.. n fizah n sheena n yisin.. we nd to meet up sia.. hahahaz.. n i nd to go dwn for rc soon im missing them a whole lot....
i dunno what to say nemoe.. chances are beyond hope.. i dunno if i've been doing the right thing all along.. sigghh...
ohh n a happy birthday for dearest bro.. happy birthday to you..happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to brotheeeeerrrr.. happy birthday to you.. !!hehez..( n can you imagine des tot my dad was my bro.. AHHAHAHAz...)
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
ok blogging agn today.. suddenly i gt all da time in da world for blogs agn.. for story books agn.. n of cuz my resting time too!!! hehhz.. kak huda is nice enough to spare me this story book abt a leukimia's pt's sisters.. so far soo good.. as in da book is interesting enough to keep me cont to read.. hehhz... so anw.. this morn i hafta go to sch.. n i totally forgot abt eor or eyor.. or however you spell da donkey frm winnie the pooh's name.. anw.. e-or.. hahahaz.. she was such an irritant man.. i seriously waste a whole hour in da lect theater n suffer frm hunger pains as i didnt had anything at all before tt.. sigghh!!! so anw.. whatever nonsense tt she babbles i got no idea.. n there was a cockroach in a LT man.. hahaha.. n da kudut was soo funny he actually lifted his legs up to the chair when da cockroach move sia!! LOL!! so anw.. we had lessons for the straight 5 hours.. n finally there was an hour's break n da last tut.. n da day ended at 3.. not so bad huhhs.. n tmr. is best man.. i got no sch!!! hahahah.. actually got la.. bt for 1 pathetic miserable hour of lect.. wth rights.. so my lanyard is away with some kind soul.. who live very near the sch.. unlike me.. for a pathetic 1 hour's lesson i gtta waste almost 3 hours on the journey.. damn nonsense.. its sooo not practical...
so anw.. we had this lecturer.. dr param.. he was a replacement for dr raj.. tt arse.. clearing his off days is more impt then our studies.. so anw.. this dr param i tink was frm india.. cuz his indian essence is soo god damn heavy tt i can barely understand what he is saying la.. no doubt he can teach.. bt his essence is really bad.. n countless of times i try my hardest to listen bt still catch no balls.. siiggghhh.. then the tut presentation was pretty funny.. tribe ppl can have call bell one!!! AHAHAHHAa... n the thing is out of all da origin ppl stuffs.. then suddenly 1 call bell come out.. press da call bell.. LOL!!! damn funny la.. tts like da only word i can hear properly frm my dearest EX-grpmate.. LOL... ohh i was talking to a long lost friend just now.. n i realise i soo n dearly miss him.. hahahaaz.. why?? cuz its seriously been ages since we last met.. lol... n tt kind of reminds me of sejung... ohh my god... remembering him is like remembering all da sweet memories tt i wanna experience agn there... so i nadirah ishak.. hereby announce i shall save enough money and travel back to korea with my nassu darl n search high n low for our supposedly 2 bfs.. hahahhahaz...wy&sj..
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
alrite theres soooo much to type i shall strt on fri.. on fri.. my lesson is suppose to end at 4 i tink.. 4 or 5 la.. and then.. theres like 2 hours break before the lect.. so i.. we.. decided to cabut the 2 hrs lect.. n so i head to causeway point..at arnd 2 plus like tt reach liao la.. and then while half way cooking the otas da whole thiing trip le!!! hahahahaz...!!! cuz i like push the dapur away frm the showcase la... so like more space for iun.. then cause almost 8 stores to be affected as well arhhz.. like 8 stores all no electricity sia!! LOL.. den once its on back.. cik din smart enuff go plug in agn.. n it trips agn!! LOL!! funny la.. bt then he like alrite no wont do.. cant use the dapur ready.. n how exactly am i suppose to bakar all da otak-otak.. so called dad who had just left to jurong.. n he was stuck there too!! so in da end i gtta take mrt all da way to jurong n take mrt back with anotha otak2 burner.. LOL!! damn lame la.. why i nvr take a cab was cuz da taxi stand queue was darn loong.. n i cant effort to wait any longer..n besides taking mrt is way way way much faster sia!!! so yes i travel in da mrt with a totally wrapped up otak otak burner.. hahahahaz... n i did an impressive job of cooking all da otas n sold it all within 1 and a half hours sia!!! ahahhahaz... ok then on sat.. head to cik imah's hse to get our raya clothings.. and then i gtta chiong dwn to causeway point there arhhz..then gt this 2 makciks saw cik din cook da shark fin soup.. so they wan arhhz.. bt the shark's fin are at jurong.. so cik din make me go find the shark's fin just for them sia.. n i gtta go all da way to marsilling to get those alrite.. n i was stalked!!! hmrf!!! gt this insane guy.. who was 1 step behind be all the while while i was climbing up the damn overhead bridge..damn eeerie la.. cuz like i purposely slow down n yet he is still behind me.. n i cant see his face at all cuz he is like sooo darn close to me arhhz.. mutha fucker... bt i manage to shake him off when i approach a chinese for directions.. LOL!! dumbass.. n on sat.. we clear up causeway point.. sigh.. sadly we gtta bid goodbye to all our neighbours... and then on sunday i am off to jurong.. n gt this mutha arse pakcik who gt soo darn irritated cuz i serve smone else before him.. when im suppose to serve him 1st.. i mean he is already soooooooo darn old... surely he can understand gt soo many ppl for me to keep track rights... siigghh... n its not as if i totally ognore him right.. mutha fucks... haiiis... sooo irritated... soo old already curse him gt diabetes.. n then renal failure.. den go for dialysis.. n suffer the pain!! hmrf!!!!!!!!!!!! ok whatever.. and then we cleared up at jurong too!!! hahaha.. so tts da end of the ramadhan bazaar!!!! wahahahahz.. am i sooo relieved.. probably nt as much as dad la.. hehhs..
and for today.. i woke up darn early so tt i wont terlajak n be late for sch.. so i wasnt late.. n than we had our normal lesson had a fun time discussing abt the pantang larang of a malay prenant woman before during n after labour.. as our 1082's tut presentation.. so yeah.. then had lect.. which i ran outta my mind.. serious.. it was maddnes.. ahhahahahz.. bt anw.. the gay show was up agn.. its soo damn interestin la.. must watch!! and the band goes on.. smtg like tt la.. so anw.. aft tt we had 2 hours break.. n sangeeta make the henna thingie on my hand.. actually it was meant for seri bt since gt extra den she make for me.. ahhahaha.. den we also learn how to stitch the wound.. how to remove them... n we slack at the room la..then afta lab.. mdm chua let us off 1/2 n hour earlier!!! hehhs.. bless her man.. anw.. head to baba's place n i was feelin darn lethargic already arhhz.. n afta tt arnd 11.3 like tt dad came over n fetch us.. n there a suicide case at my hse.. itslike a few mins before we arrive tt the lady jump off sia... n we found out tt earlier on at abt 6 plus pm.. a fire broke out at a hse n killed 2 person there.. my godd.. its seriously horrific man.. its like darn scary.. n da lady's daughter was crying like hells arh.. can you imagine if you're the lil girl.. siiggghhh.. wad was the lady thinking sia.. tsk tsk tsk..
anw.. slamat hari raya to all muslims out there.. n to the muslim WHO FAST!!! ahahahhaha.... mohon ampun n maaf atas segala dosa-dosa tt i've created.. tersilap kate..ter-mengumpat... and the nonsense stuffs... maaf zahir n batin..
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ok so i had an interview at ttsh yest aftanoon.. i brought wad tt woman ask me to bring la.. which was my original O's cert.. DESPITE HANDING IN A PHOTOCOPIED ONE.. (take note of this) and also she ask to bring my blood results... so alritey.. i took note of it.. made a reminder on my phone... and so yest was da day.. i didnt feel scared.. i didnt feel nervous.. infact seri was da one feeling all of those.. LOL!! soo cute of her.. so anw.. she agreed to acc me to ttsh cuz she had to hand in her results... so when the woman finally call me in.. she ask for the stuff she told me to bring.. and asked where's my current result... so i told her she didnt told me to bring n she insist tt she had told me.. so alrite.. she ask me to use her com n print.. fine by me.. n she took my O lvl cert n made anotha photocopy.. -.-"!!!!!!! n she asked do i have a photocopy of it.. wth!!!so anw.. saw the supposedly nice sister which had interviewed seri the previous time.. so i THOUGHT.. alrite the interview's gonna be alrite i suppose.. n I WAS SOOOOO N VERY WRONG!!!! damn bullshit sia.. tt mother fucker... she bombared me with qns as stupid as why i nvr go n apply at SGH.. why i go apply at ttsh instead.. i mean like WHY THE HELL would you ask qns like tt when they were the ones calling you down for an interview!! stupid shit!!! and she continue with qns like what kinda drug was my mom using for her hypertension..n what would I AS A FIRST YEAR STUDENT NURSE GONNA ADVICE MY MOM ON HER HYPERTENSION!!!!!!!! WTF IS TT SIA... goshh.. i mean i know my mom well enough to know tt her hypertension is well taken care of... n then she goes n ask abt my semestral results.. asking do you think you have perform well... in actual fact of cuz i thought i had perform not so bad... its my very first attempt on the damn poly papers sia... n i manage to get an average of B man.. i mean tt's as good at a A2 - B3.. stupid shit.. bt of cuz i had to say i would have prefered to have some A's in my results.. n she emmm... why is your results like this??!!!! WTF!!!! what she expect straight A's??!!! fucker.. if i get a straight A's i wouldnt be applying for ttsh man.. i'd go for KKH.. stupid shit.. n she herself doesnt even look like any A* student... grrrr..... n she had this super duper damn fake smile tt i can give her a slap on her fucking face!!! dumbarse.... sooooo irritated...
so anw.. afta tt we head hme... n mom n sent immy b bibik to baba's hse.. amazing.. i tot baba wldnt want our bibik to mix arnd with her bibik.. crapz!...so anw.. i stayed at hme n bro go n fetch them hme at night.. hahaha.. being a lazy bum i am..
and then today.. sch strts at 8.. i was almost late la.. damn bus sia.. n da traffic lights were all against me!!! arse!! so i was in da bus.. as usual.. sound aslp.. heck la.. i always n nvr fail to fall aslp in da bus.. HAHAHAz. ohh n.. i seriously tot i had forgotten to bring my hp le!!! hahahahaha!!! cuz at one glance i cant see my phone..bt i manage to find it after much digging.. LOL... so anw.. first lesson was clinical lab.. lesson strt at 8.. n i was walking like a mad woman so tt i wouldnt reach the lab after 8.10.. so yesh.. i made it on time.. at 8.05... ahahahaz... so anw.. as i mention my sub grp.. sub grp 2.. totally rawks right.. n tt might be shortly live... why??!! cuz some ass shit who was dumped into sub grp 4.. cuz all da otha sub grp was full.. made a complain to our mentor stating tt she was dumped into sub grp 4.. which happen to me made up of mostly foreigners... so anw.. she was soo nt please.. cuz according to her how can tt grp wrk.. and tt her ICA grades will all get an F cuz of it... i mean if she herself is responsible enough to work hard n cooperate properly during the 1st sem.. i doubt she'll had a hard time finding a sub grp sia.. n now the whole class gtta change our sub grp cuz of her.. stupid arse.. at least tts what everyone thought the mentor's gonna do.. bt tt's soo not fair la.. majority of the class are happy with our grping.. n now this thing comes out..grrrrr!!!!! anw whatever it is we'll see how it'll go tmr..
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006
alrite i suppose today's entry gonne be a pretty loong one.. ahhahz.. got 2 main stuffs to talk about lr.. firstly would be the ending of my sgh attachment.. n secondly would be the strting of sem 2 just now.. =))
so yes cant wait for the attachment to end.. bt right now im missing all da nurses.. esp sn NORLIN!! ahahaz.. well yesss.. miss the sn's there.. miss my 5/1.. miss my 5/10.. miss my 5/7.. n ermm annah annahs.. 5/9 la arhhz.. (my pakcik wad!!! -.-") ahahahaaz!!! anw miss these ppl cuz they were there throughout the whole 2 weeks i was there.. or was making my life partly miserable.. was making such a huge impact on my 2 weeks there.. tts why i miss them soo much!! ahhahaaa.. so how was da last day there.. it was extra busy.. we had lotsa stuff to do.. time was flying!! n da next thing we know was its already 8.55.. bt wrk just didnt stop la.. we were still doing wrk at 8.55 le.. hahahaz.. den sn Norling went to 7/11 to get chocolates for us le!! soo sweet of her.. of them.. the whole unit.. it was sucha great experience.. n as sn norlin mention get sick of nursing now.. not later.. i doubt i'll get sick of it.. at least i dont wanna get sick of it..hahahaz... so anw... afta our seriously pathetic goodbyes.. cuz the sn's were all busy passing reports.. n despite we all wanna wait for them.. they will still be super busy.. so we decided to visit the patients individually n bid them goodbyes.. hahhaz.. yes.. we did tt.. whose idea.. my idea agn la.. LOL!!! and then 5/9 ask for andy's n my no's.. hahaa.. he wan to treat us go eat satay.. n ask andy to drive his car n go malacca for hols.. ahahahaz.. soo funny.. hope they are doing well.. ESP my 5/10.. he help me soo much for my case study.. n with a whole lot of help frm andy too la!! hahahaz.. he was in high D tt friday.. n we nvr gtta say our goodbyes to him.. hope he'll have a steady recovery.. not speedy bt steady.. ohh n afta tt andy.. wei hsin.. and me go to lau pa sat(i dunno how to spell!!! LOL) there to have supper.. then we head hmee..
ok so todayyyyy.. strting of sem 2.. SOO FAST!!! i'm nt ready yet la!!! GRRR!! ahahah.. so.. anw new lect.. new building.. ahaha.. now block K okay.. dah majukan.. AHAHAHa... so anw.. its a pretty good strt.. our new sub grp.. me.. kimmi.. ju.. shidah.. andy n yvonne!!!!! wahahhahaaz.. doesnt our grp rawks??!! LOL!!! so anw.. once bella mention of the grp.. we were already looking for andy and the nxt person was yvonne.. tt cutie girl!! hehhz.. so yeahh its a good strt for all of us.. we're happy n i hope it'll remain this way.. lects pls dont do us part!!! pleasey pleaseee.. anw the timetable suck big time!!! our lesson like strt at 9 almost everyday sia.. n end at 3.. 4.. 5.. ARSE!!!! grrrrrrr.... no more 12plus or smtg.. stupid shit.. anw today was a nice day everyone was catching up with everyone else.. n wei hsin had a nt so nice day on sat.. poor cha bo.. so anw tts it.. now gtta go n do some h/w la.. nights ppl.. n slamat berpuasa!!! for the remainin days!!! love you guys!!!
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
wahahahas.. 2 more days alrite 2 more days at sgh.. den im free frm sgh... bt back to nyp.. tsk tsk tsk.. tmr's gonna be aftnoon shift!! like goshh!! its been like forever we've been doing morn!! grrr.. bt da aftnoon shift for today suffer abit arhhz.. cuz tonight go hme must faster faster slp.. tmr's gonna be anotha looong day.. cuz we're on da aftnoon shift!! waahahhaz.. siao rights i know..alrite wad i did for today.. was suppose to do NGT le!!!!! bt i missed it cuz i was stuck at da endoscopy lab there sending my 5/10 there.. so i shall feed tmr.. then i was doing porters job today.. push n pull beds to all da diff places they hafta go.. bt its kinda cool le.. love doing it.. aside frm the beds were heavy.. its a nice thing to do.. since you getta wonder arnd.. and explore the diff op theater there is.. all da radiology stuffs.. i mean all this are beyond ward features.. n i tink i haven completed my case study and may chia has already collect frm everyone.. so yeah good luck to me mans.. sigh sigh sighhh...
ohhhhh!!!! and just now.. got this newly admitted pt.. den he almost fell!! my god.. lucky i manage to call for andy before attending to him.. den andy straight away grab him.. wah kao.. if nt surely i wld have died on tt spot de.. haaaiiiyooooh...owe a lot to andy already.. LOL!!!!
this yr.. my bday theme must have been water splashes sia.. ok shall strt in da early morn.. woke up n got this black bag on the table.. open it n there's this big bday card frm kak huda.. my godd.. early morning make me smile n smile like a mad woman...cannot laugh out loud mahhs.. so smile la.. hahaha.. den read n read the patiently drawn characters n stuff.. hahhahaaz... den theres anotha pakage next to it.. its a necklace frm Mintmark & co.. it was seriously lovely.. n those were frm my 2 aunts!! with the help frm kak huda of cuz!!! hahah!! anw.. afta tt my phone which already had lotsa unreplied msges cont to beep.. so heck it first get myself dressed n at the bus stop den slowly reply all da wishes!! thank you you guys!!! you are being missed!! n then.. at da hospital normal routine.. till going hme la.. da 2 blue chested angels decided to splash water afta da surgical hand wash.. tsk tsk tsk.. den still got finalle sia!!! serious siao cha bo(squared) LOL!!! den andy lau outside waiting patiently n yes he know wad had happen.. n hrd every single thing.. diaoz righttt!!! LOL!!! alrite.. den at hme immy decided tt i nded to be sprayed by water tooo.. so tts exactly wad he did.. so yea.. water splashed b'day this yr!! hahahahz...
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alrite its da 15th day of ramadhan. which means its half of the month already.. my god tts fast.. bt i just want ramadhan to past by faster this year.. i regretfully hafta admit to tt.. not tt i am sick and tired of having to fast.. infact im enjoying fasting... its just tt this year's ramadhan comes along with sooo much cubaan.. tt i sometimes dont know if im creating a bigger sin in the month where all da devils are tied up..
anw.. ttsh finally give me a call.. like finally.. tsk tsk tsk.. anw.. im suppose to go dwn for an interview this week.. bt im having my attachment.. n its going to be damn rushy... so i asked for a postponed till the upcoming week.. which the sch reopen... grrrr.... anw.. i dunno shld i sign a bond with ttsh or not.. cuz now tt im already attached to sgh.. i find sgh a nicee place to be bonded with.. theres a straight bus there too.. so its kinda easy for me.. compared to ttsh.. bt ttsh.. shidah n seri are bonded and in da process of bonding there already.. grrr.. how how howw..... so my plan is to send my application form to sgh.. ASAP... like tmr.. hahahz.. and attend the interview for ttsh.. n hopfully sgh will give me a call for an interview asap too.. sounds good huhs.. ahahahz..
alrite alrite.. im pretty irritated with may chia.. cuz i had taken all da trouble and interviewed a patient for the stupid case study... and just my luck she was disacharged on fri.. upon knowing tt i ask the lect to assessed me la on fri itself la.. den she say cannot.. cuz the patient is well.. therefore i gtta go pick a new patient.. blardy hells.. i mean i got all da damn information tt is needed.. and da information is not like 5 to 10 qns lorhh..i had even find her history sat dwn during my break with her case file..to read up abt her.. n there goes all my hard wrk!! bull shit!! n despite seeing all the stuff i've written she still insist the patient is well already.. -.-"!!! and she can still say nadirah i know you're a good girl.. so what is tt suppose to be??!! dont throw tantrums?? stupid shit...i gtta restrt on everything agn.. n da worse thing is tt my patient most of them are staying over a short period of time.. so what am i suppose to do.. today get to know the patient.. tmr interview them.. and comes the assessment day they are going to be discharge so i gtta redo everything... n dose who are staying over a long period are either not in the condition to talk.. or cant speak eng... siiggghhhhhh!!!!!! and i got my eyes on this particular patient.. he doesnt look like he'll be discharge very soon.. bt the thing is tt he is not in my room.. haiishh...n i can guarentee my oohh soo dearest lect wont agree with it.. stupit shit...
ohhh!!! and last fri got quite a no. of funny things happen... first was the staff nurse.. this particular very irritating patient who is sooo damn pampered asked the staff nurse are you malay.. when da staff nurse was sooo fair.. not even the slightest bit of malay.. so da sn replied her back.. no im indian.. hahaha!!! and she actually tell the patient with such a straight face.. then the patient replied.. ohh really... soo fair.. LOL!!!! and then during their roll call.. i thought it was suppose to be for both the shift.. bt then they only called the aftnoon shift students.. so me n ws went off to room 5.. to see the docs taking blood frm the patients.. at first only gt 1 doc there.. so we go ahead n look at him.. student doc.. very young very cute.. hahhaaz.. bt the thing is he cant seem to draw blood frm the patient..n when he manage the blood drawn wasnt enough... it was really a sight sia.. afta the second attempt (which produce the not enough blood) perspiration was at the tip of his nose already..!!! hahahaha.. sooo funny ws n me cant stop laughing la... and then the patients maid was like fanning the doc like tt.. ahhahahaz.. soo funny.. and then he call the senior doc.. bt staff nurse is enough to draw more then enought blood!! hahahahz.. soo funny le...n da doc like soo ps!! even da senior doc was poking fun of him.. ahahahaz.. ohh n his hand was shaking sooo badly...hahahhaz... damn hilarious.. and then wen we were heading to da bus stop my one dollar coin drop.. den kimmi like run dwn to stop the coin la.. very funny then got this man sell da epok-epok observing us.. n keep on laughin.. soo mean.. hahhaz...
hmm happy bday to mr snowie in advance.. since i doubt i'll be blogging tmr!! hehhs... may all your vampire creation dreams comes true..hahahaa...
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i tink the testerones or the hormones or the wadever tt causes the patients to be having moodswings has seriously gotten into me.. my goodness... its horrible... as in my posting at sgh is seriously horrible!! hahahaz.. my immunity is obviously damn low.. im fallin sick every single day.. bt it might be due to lack of slp... hmmm... it might also due to da immense pressure n stress im in... or it might just due to da blood sucking 6/8 tt simply sucks every single drop of blood out of me...
anw been 4 whole damn loooooooooooong days in sgh.. still got 6 more days to go... i wldnt say its totally horrible la... its pretty alrite too la.. lect in charge was lect may chia... a super cute motherly lect.. hahahz.. we did all da tpr.. bed bathing.. elim.. spec.. and all kind of stuff la.. including passing reports.. its pretty cute da way they do it.. cuz they will actually pass down infos including how the patient behave and all.. n yes tt include the warning and all da other personal comment.. hahahaha...
was suppose to observe last office yest le!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaarrrrrrggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! i miss tt damn opportunity!!!! how cld i!!!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! anw is tt nurse sent be back one la.. siggghhh... anw.. i suppose if i had gone thru probably like wad da nurse say.. straight away mc!!! hahahaaz.. anw.. other then tt 6/1 was super cute we al love to play w/ her... and our ward got a whole lot of esrf.. sadde casee.. den still got wad.. ohh abdullah!!!!!!! my god everyone shld have seen him.. he is sooooo darn cute!!!!! all da nurses cldnt get their eyes off him.. n neither cld i!!!! he is sooo freaking cuteee!!!!!!! n im sooo jealousss!!!! hhahaha.. anw he's no longer visible in our ward already... sigh sigh sighh...
ohh n today was da haircut day.. da patients receive a hair cut for free frm some volunteers.. den da hairstylist actually said he has nvr had soo many ppl waiting for him n on top of tt soo many females looking at him.. -.-"!!! hahahhahaha!!!! wei hsin la wei hsin!! LOL!!
i've lost track of everything... its probably too much for me to cope.. sigghh..i hope everyone will understand esp you.. its nt the end i hope.. n yes i indeed hope to haf a nice raya celebration w/o any tear drop on tt day.. as you've kindly reminded me.. hahas... one day.. one fine day i will fine all my solutions to my problems!!! everyone can say why dont you share it w/ me.. probably i can help.. bt the thing is its beyond help cuz i dont want any help.. i dont want to get any other human soul into the problems im in and create more problems.. i dun want to create more suffering in this world.. like as if it havent had enuff.. i just wish i cld be stronger n push myself harder.. bt its indeed hard w/ support.. it seems tt i'm losing da support tt i once had.. im losing my stable and im going to tople anytime..bt once again its mind over matter..
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alrite i betta take back my words of not wanting to ever go into da dressing room ever agn.. i would gladly volunteer myself to be attached to the dressing room!! hahahaz.. seriously.. i practically spent most of the time at the dressing room on my 4th day and manage to mingled out and spend some time in the dressing room on my last day there too!!! hahahahz.. its esp super crazie on the 4th day..since nicole was there la.. tt crazie cha bo.. so yes my attachment at mpp has officially ended.. and its kinda sad la.. like 1 whole week with no introduction or anything.. just dump us there and then went we like finally get a hang of things.. times up honey.. get out.. hmrff... ohhh and i'll definitely miss all the diff diff smells of the rooms!!! hhahahaz.. watermelon.. sweet rose... pepermint.. sandalwood. ahhahaha...
at the end of the friday.. nicole and wei hsin were waiting for me outside rm7.. (the rm i was in la) and were like waving faster faster excitedly.. diaos right.. hahaahz.. so anw took my bag and we go arnd knocking on every single doors and bidding goodbye's n appreciation to all da nurses..haha.. so cute rights..i know.. haha.. n we all left dressing room for the last..hahahs.. da room i tink is blessed to have 2 forever quarrelling nurses.. who actually made da room damn nice to be in la.. i tink i keep going back to tt room was also due to the nurses there.. hahah.. not tt the other nurses werent nice la.. they are serously awesome.. just tt this room will always have smtg to do and da nurses were great.. its just an extra point.. hahahz.. anw.. they bid some well wishes to us.. and lastly was well wishes frm SSN Wati (anotha awesome nurse.. patients actually came back and look for her sia.. hahahaaz) we ourselves bid each otha goodbyes.. wei hsin n me are going to meet agn tmr.. hahahahaz... we're going to head to sgh tgt n spend da rest of the day tgt too!!! hahahahaz.. wad a coincident la.. she ended up in sgh and in da same ward as well!!! hahahaha.. soo cool... ohh n not yo forget i'll also miss wheelley... sigghhs...hahahahs..
so as per normal walked back hme n made a phone call to sp abt mom's refund.. since she's soo damn busy.. and da operator was soo darn rude.. stupid arse.. hmrf.. made a phone call to her to inform everything settle ready and some stupid shit had kindly cause another stir there.. mom asked me to go dwn there la.. so i took a whole hour to get there.. and guess wad i was planing to slp at hme before heading to baba's place to break fast.. so anw i got my slp anw.. in da bus.. ahahahz.. n break fast there with mom and cik lun lorhhz.. then on est kak huda came dwn too..n it was serious maddness.. god bless her.. i nvr had soo much fun for the past dunno how many nights la.. ahhaaz..n since dad brought hme soo much food i decided to sahur tt time so i cld slp till subuh with no distruption.. hehhs..
so tts it.. will be heading to baba's place agn today for breakfast.. n probably tmr n da day afta tt n probably for da rest of ramadhan.. hahaha..so yes wish me all best of luck for my attachment at da hospital alrite.. love ya all...
lastly.. happy belated 17th birthday to fizah n happy 18th birthday to fuad!! may all your wishes come true.. n have a plesant year ahead!! =))
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